blogger can die

i can't load blog pages. it's a fact. i can create posts but i can't look at the actual blog itself. and what good is a blog unless you can bask in the vanity of something you created? so i say, blogger can die. or perhaps my computer. or the internet. or whatever unknown force allows me to look at any website but my blog. (or any other blog.) i will not give up my vanity, regardless of how hard something seems to be making me try. i still have my mirror.